missing you

I can't believe it has been more than a year since i wrote in here , you are never far from my mind, in fact you are ever present in my thoughts and your almost always in my bed at night for me to hug to sleep. Every day I see your baby brother, I am reminded of you. He wouldn't be here if its weren't for you, I see him reaching his milestones and imagine how you would have been when you were meeting yours. I wonder what it would have been like if i had both of you running circles around me.. i miss you so much and i love you forever my baby bear. xx