So its been over a month since i have blogged. I have had a bit on my mind, of particular significance is the fact that we are pregnant again! Its officially 11 weeks and 3 days and i didnt know when i would be comfortable enough to share this news with everyone but i figure now is a good time. I have started a blog for cashew because i would like to keep this blog at Matilda's space.
I am sure she is looking our for us already and i find i talk to her more now than i have in a long time. I feel she is watching over us more than ever. even as a couple, we seem to talk about her more together than we have since the months following her birth.
Matilda will always be our first born daughter and she will always be cashew's older sister. I sometimes worry that my partner forgets her.. but i know now more than ever that he misses her every day and that just because he doesn't say it out loud it doesn't mean other wise.
I do have the best beau in the world!