i dreamed a dream

isnt it funny how sometimes things happen just like you dreamed.. on matilda's due date i woke up in a panic.. over come by guilt... because i had in fact been dreaming of another baby... even though i was not pregnant at the time i was having a thought about another baby when i really should have been dreaming of my girl!

in the dream i dreamt of a little boy.. i wasnt sure if he was mine or when i would meet him.. when i fell pregnant earlier this year.. i knew.. my dream ws a sign from matilda.. i was going to have a little boy.. still i didnt want to presume anything..

yesterday at my ob appointment i found out matilda is in fact going to have a little brother... isnt that just fantastic!!!

i miss you sweet pea... more than forever..