RPA has long been one of my favourite tv shows… but I can no longer watch it the way I used to.. two reasons… firstly matilda was born during RPA.. I remember laying in the hospital with the TV on.. I couldn’t hear anything – I could see it flickering in the background… secondly.. from time to time there are women with high risk pregnancies on it.. and seeing their stories and hearing they have taken their babies home makes me feel… angry.. mad.. envious…. Last night I thought it was just me feeling this was.. until tim blurted out a comment resembling my sentiment.. while I know we should be sympathetic to other people’s stories, I am glad to know that tim too feels the same way I do..
On the weekend I saw a lady pushing the same pram I had picked out for matilda.. it’s the first time I’ve seen one.. I was annoyed.. angry… sad… why did I have to ring up the shop and return my pram.. why didn’t I get to be the one pushing the pram.. why aren’t I a gushing mother cooing over my little one.. *sigh* its not fair…..
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